The Sound of Anxiety in my Head

Have you ever been so sad and so lost that all you will ever say to the people around you is that you are tired? You want to shout and scream but your voice is just too indistinct to be heard? Have you lost your sense of purpose? Have you lost the strength to carry on?

I feel exactly the same thing as you do. There are just voices in your head, voices that are dragging you down whenever you are trying to climb up and escape. And, every time you are trying to open up to someone about how you are feeling just to seek refuge, all you can get is a smirk. It is as if I am joking, it is as if this is easy to fight on. I am scared of the voices, I am scared of its hymn.